Back in the day..my inflated ego drove my will and interests on alot of different areas of my life to somewhat extremes. I was quick to make judgements on anyone who couldnt keep up physically or mentally mainly because I was so disciplined n hard on myself.
One of my saying has been and is; Mind, Body and Spirit. Saying it and living this in a balanced way has been a struggle for me.
It's taken me years, a few health issues, many hours of thoughtful contemplation, lots of failures n a few successes to achieve some kind of sence of balance.
That balance I'd like to achieve on a daily basis, I am more thoughtfully putting to practice.
Thankfully I have lightened up on myself and in turn..I recognize we all have a journey to make.
The lifestyle I live, the jobs I've chosen as a woman , not being married or having kids isnt the norm. I get it..I'm not or probably ever fit into the standard norm.
In the prepping world, if were measuring ourselves on a sliding scale , I'm now probably somewhere in the middle, hanging out in a hotspring sipping a cold one n not too worried.
I realize my chances of survival now..single, older n less physically able to do what I used to be able to do or endure puts me more into maybe last a year or so post shtf world. I know I'll certainly strive to survive as I've a stubborn will; I'm not really frightened of the prospect of not making it. As Im exploring my relationship with the spiritual side , leaving a hard life potentially full of physical woes, seedy rapist mobs n very little rest might be ok.
I've little interest in judging others , people have lives, other interests , they are not excuses..its life.
I just do my thing. If I can help teach someone something..great! if someone can teach me something..great!
When it hits the fan..I have a better chance than jane average for awhile ..yea me..lol.