I did a summer as a Bee exterminator for a company called the Bee man. I was sent up in an attic to weave my way ever so carefully through the rafters ,that seemed to be created to form a rat maze, after about 30 feet of rafters I came to a channel that was about 60 feet long and was about 2ft x 18inch in dimension and of course the bees built their nest at the end of said tunnel so off I shimmied. At the very end was a slightly larger opening where the bees had set up camp, so I started hosing them down with spray only to realize that I had no ventilation in there!! Surprise!!! I'm dying with the bees!!
I couldn't see, my pulse was going faster and faster and I knew this was it.. I had become a Buddhist about 3 years before that giving all Christianity the write off as a bunch of kids fighting over who daddy loves most. I didn't know what to do so I screamed out for help. My partner Jerry who was listening to me crawl through the ceiling space heard me and started running to the attic entrance to pull out what he was now sure would be my dead body.
I couldn't move and was in full panic mode so I did the only thing I could think of, I prayed. I said "please God don't let me die" And the part that scared me is that I got an answer as clear as someone laying next to me. He said "Stand up and run" It was Like an order that I dare not ignore. Not knowing what else to do I did. I ran for the only thing I could see, It was a blurred ball of light.
I beat Jerry to the ladder and came down crying and blubbering and completely blind. After a trip to the ER a couple of hours of oxygen and tox-scans I was released finally gaining my sight back.
The question I had was "how did I do it"? How did I stand up in a channel that I had to military shimmy into after weaving my way over and under rafters. I'm telling you that I STOOD UP AND RAN AND NOTHING ELSE! And some how made it through that mess and I beat Jerry to a ladder that he had an unobstructed run too. My only answer is that, It was God. He answered me that day. And I have been forever grateful for the extended life he's given me.
Do with this what you will, It changed me forever....