I find your statement ... "I really don't see a 100% SHTF scenario happening in my lifetime", quite interesting. Gazrok. I've read most of your posts ... and from what I've read, you appeared to be readily prepped and 'not' just for a few days of hardship
No offense taken, I completely understand the curiosity, so I have no problem explaining it. I can see how it may be seen as a contradictory stance. Simply put, I'd rather be prepared and NOT ever need it, than need it and NOT be prepared. In addition, as I've benefited from prepping in the past, I have realized a "now" benefit to it, which to me, fully justifies the effort, even if I don't believe a major civilization ending event will happen in my lifetime. If nothing else, my kids can benefit not only from my preps, but from the prepper mindset and outlook, so they too can be prepared, but while still enjoying life. After all, when we're pushing up daisies, the ranch will be theirs.
I enjoy it as a hobby and lifestyle, but I also like to have fun, get out there and enjoy life. I don't let this color my outlook on life. We're only here for a speck of time, so to spend it all brooding just isn't my idea of fun.
That said, I DO foresee some kind of temporary (i.e. 2 weeks to 3 months) localized event being likely in my lifetime, so I'd rather be prepared for it. Unless a SHTF event is global though, I just don't see how the powers that be could abhor a vacuum for much longer than that. But, even that short period would see things like roving gangs, etc.
Just because I prep for the end of the world, doesn't mean I expect or wish for it. I really hope that all of it is for naught. I like AC, I like new movies, I like being able to go to a store and get things, etc. Would suck to see that all end. But, if it does, I'd rather be able to maintain a comfortable life, than try and pick through the garbage.