We are now in 2025. In 2006 I started a job that included a pension, in 2008 I developed a plan to be able to fully retire by 2026. From time to time I update my retirement plans and I find myself wishing I had kept the original spreadsheet I made at the start. I think I am actually doing better than the original plan. In 2023 I bought a new truck (financed it), this year for Christmas I paid it off, so I am debt free again and I can focus on building a nest egg for when I decide to pull the trigger. My original plan included all my "visible" expenses but didn't include some of the hidden expenses like insurances, property taxes, and the like. Today, my expenses are mostly just "wants", power/fuel, groceries, taxes, and insurance: My Social Security could cover everything but the "wants", so I'm actually doing better financially than I have in my whole life.
Four things have happened over the last two months that have me second guessing my plans:
1) Losing Bacpacker really set me back, he was 63, we had had lunch when I was visiting TN and he looked great, then POW!
2) I saw a former collogue from work who retired in 2019, he always looked young and fit. But now he is all cobbled up, his hair is gone, and his face looks like an apple that has been sitting in the sun too long. (retirement has not been kind to him).
3) My wife's health has declined a lot, she is maxing out her oxygen machine, she has memory issues, her mobility is declining, and the clock is ticking. FYI, I have been her primary care giver for 16 years, she hasn't driven for that long.
4) I was offered a new position this month within the organization I work for, basically same job + personnel management and more travel, but the money (including pension) goes up some. But I need to put in a few years to take full advantage of it.
This has left me wondering, do I retire or keep working (I like the technical part of the job)? I think I would be lost if I lost the wife and had no job to focus on, but sometimes I wish I had more time to play. I am beginning to see why some people get irritable as they approach retirement and they are forced to make choices with no clear black & white outcomes.