Just planted a half dozen apple trees today. And the odd thing was, I was feeling sad. We are filling up our land. There is a peach tree that was a volunteer that has peaches on it I've been protecting from late frosts and had in mind if it makes nice peaches, I might graft a half dozen or so... but... where to put them? We're runnin' out of space. And we have NOT run out of stuff we'd like to do. The other fruit trees that never got planted, the big strawberry patch, and more...
We have 3.5 acres, probably a half acre of which is a pond. And it's nice enough. Some of the ground is too steep to do anything with. Some of it is extremely rocky, too. (And some both steep and rocky.) People looked at me like I was crazy when I said I wanted more tillable land, before we bought this, that is. Said, "Oh, you'll have plenty of room." Um, no. We're about out of room.
We do have good neighbors but most of them have no interest in turning loose of any land. And I don't know if I really wanna travel all over the county to work various pieces of land (which some of the neighbor's kids do). Lots of land wouldn't be usable anyway. Kinda feeling like I'm too old to wanna keep starting over and this will just be it.
I know, I should be very thankful for what we do have and not compare my tiny little place to the sprawling farms around me. I'm sure there's a reason why bigger places didn't work out.
If we got discouraged enough, we could sell this place in a heartbeat and move in to our son's house in Scottsdale, AZ, in a very nice subdivision. They've wanted us to do that for years. I can see how we'd kinda die a little inside, though, despite loving some things about the place. Might be we'll end up there anyway, in time.