@Heartbroken, you are in my prayers - these firsts are so very hard and sometimes it's hard to believe that life is going on despite our pain. Hopefully time will heal all wounds and a new life will emerge someday.
The last week has been a blur and I'm glad there's a light at the end of the tunnel finally. Work blew up with annual audit for the ERP system I administer, just when I had thought I was done. Long story short weird stuff happened which made it look like I was making changes in the system an hour before I was granted permission - spent endless hours trying to prove that wasn't the case but could never give the auditors enough evidence. Fortunately my boss is being super understanding and told me to just drop it and we'll take the failure without any repercussions to me.
My puppy, Atari, celebrated his 6 month 1/2 birthday by eating a couple of toys and really messing his guts up. My youngest, who lets him out & plays with him while I'm at work put the toys in his crate with him at the end of the day and despite never having torn up toys before, the pup ate an entire squeaky toy and 1/2 a nylon rope one. So I've had a week of cleaning up dog mess from both ends, worrying if he should go to the vet, not being able to get him into a vet in a 25 mile radius, and more worrying with the poor guy sitting in my lap. The good news is he never got lethargic or lost his appetite, so I think we are good. The GI system seems to be back to normal and I've seen 3 toys worth of stuff come out of him, so I think we are out of the woods. Super glad because my son was taking this horribly and probably worrying more than me.
Hope everyone is doing well!