The last two weeks of work sucked.
I do not enjoy 3 am wake ups.
Even when I attempt to bed down at 6 or 7 , wind down, try to meditate to relax n all that but I toss n turn till 10 or 11..then get up at 3 to get to the mill early to attempt to not be as buried in units of wood.
Seems like something tends to go wrong..hydraulics shut off..oiler forgot to fill tank, forklift driver is late n I have no sticks, stick wreck jams a oak stick in a cup , throws my chain timing off n I'm going on 4 hours sleep , 3 days in a row ..beating a stick out of the cup with a sledgehammer on top my my machine at 5 in the morning.
I break the stick out, toss the sledgehammer because I'm tired n pissed n my hair is crazy n a stray hair tickling my face n the sledge bounces the catwalk too much..coffee cup falls off the stair ..
I really really want to retire..lol..
So that's how my last two weeks went..
Yesterday was good, I got some stuff done n forced myself to stay up late so I can transition to night shift mode.
It started raining good last night..windy too. It's supposed to rain for a few days.
Today I will cook my lunches, do laundry, start a new rug n chill..
I do not enjoy 3 am wake ups.
Even when I attempt to bed down at 6 or 7 , wind down, try to meditate to relax n all that but I toss n turn till 10 or 11..then get up at 3 to get to the mill early to attempt to not be as buried in units of wood.
Seems like something tends to go wrong..hydraulics shut off..oiler forgot to fill tank, forklift driver is late n I have no sticks, stick wreck jams a oak stick in a cup , throws my chain timing off n I'm going on 4 hours sleep , 3 days in a row ..beating a stick out of the cup with a sledgehammer on top my my machine at 5 in the morning.
I break the stick out, toss the sledgehammer because I'm tired n pissed n my hair is crazy n a stray hair tickling my face n the sledge bounces the catwalk too much..coffee cup falls off the stair ..
I really really want to retire..lol..
So that's how my last two weeks went..
Yesterday was good, I got some stuff done n forced myself to stay up late so I can transition to night shift mode.
It started raining good last night..windy too. It's supposed to rain for a few days.
Today I will cook my lunches, do laundry, start a new rug n chill..