When I was hunting feral women in the wild, my tactic was simple - appeal to their basic desires. Now that I am trying to lure one in, I have had to work a lot harder to figure her out. And it has not been easy. I have learned that all of my "natural instincts" are apparently wrong and I have had to listen carefully for clues as to what she really wants or needs. I may be articulate, but like you I have also been accused of being as blunt as a bat and we also both share that matter-of-fact military persona. I now see my mission objective as being tactical instead of offensive brute force. Surgical instead of mass casualty.
When she wants me to be close to her, she tries to push me away. So I have to sneak up on her and be close until she stops resisting. When she is mad I have to be either be quiet or jump onto team angry with her. Better her comrade than her target. I will eventually figure her out the same way you will eventually figure out the Irishman. I will tell you this, the lady is winning me over by offering my respect and understanding who I am versus trying to change me. The woman who tried to change me got hit in the *** by the door on her way out. Although I actually think the lady may be changing me too, she is just doing it very slowly and very casually so I don't even notice or think I am just making better choices. I just realized that while I was typing this.
Oh, I know the Irishman is changing me for the better in some ways.
I no longer swear in several languages or dialects.
And if I slip up, then I have to pay the fine(literally).
Money is donated to mutual charity.
I don't know if it's been noticed on here, but I am trying not to be so blunt.
I also know I am out of comfort zone on clothing.
Before I had camo, Class A, Dress Blues, combat boots.
Now I have jeans, slacks,tops,t-shirts, a few dresses(not real comfortable in dresses yet), heels and actual sandals.
You know woman clothes. I beginning to like being a woman, not one of the guys all the time.
Not to say I won't slip back into the grease monkey working on trucks or motorcycles which I enjoy immensely.
Because I own a motorcycle too.
And I like black supple leather too. But now I wear more tailored, jackets and skirts.
My job in the military was Military Police.
Not your typical female job.
But I am good with that.
And I was good at it too.
This all new to me being treated as a woman.
Not one of the guys.
Being a civilian woman is strange too.
Super busy senior NCO's do not make good retiree's our normal transition period is seven years.
I am in year 5, and my Irishman has been with me most of the journey.