This week has been a mixed bag, Sunday woke up sick, sweats and chills, sent a note to my Dr.. Monday, was a telework work day, still sick. Tuesday still sweats and chills persisting, took off sick, I gave fluid samples to the lab and got some medications, still did about 4 hours of work online. Ho, on the way to the lab the check engine light on the car flipped on, so now I have 2 sick vehicles. Wednesday I will feeling better, worked a full day and took wife to the beauty salon, the heat was brutal and was really hard on her. Last night I got my full labs reports, not good at all - A1C off the charts with a number of other things way out of spec.... I have been so focused on being a primary care giver that I have just put myself on auto-pilot for the last 5 years and I think I just hit a wall....
This morning I woke up early, 02:30 and couldn't go back to sleep so I jumped on the exercise bike and then checked my e-mails. I think I have decided to retire my old truck, looks like the spider fuel injector system has failed and I am tired of uncertainty. I had been talking about getting a new truck before I retired so I decided to just pull the trigger.
I have a full slate of meetings scheduled for today, I am scheduled to be off on Friday (no guarantee), I am hoping to see things turn around by COB today.
I got so sick so fast last weekend and it has been a real wake up call... I need to drop 25 pounds, get my sugar under control (praying no shots) and just start working out more. Before I was walking 5 miles a day and that really helped, I have gotten relaxed and lazy, but there's a cure for that, not so sure about the other stuff.
Oh, in my e-mails I got notification that the fees for my hunting this year doubled, good news is last year they were cut in half because of age discounts, so I'm back paying what I did before... Do you ever feel like you are moon-walking through life, looks like you are moving forward while actually you are gently sliding backwards..?
Time to get my shower before my alarm goes off..