I totally did NOT mean it that way!!! So sorry you thought that is what I was trying to say.....this was about me. I know cleaning is a lot of work. This is about us quitting our high paying jobs in Florida to make no money and become farmers. We thought we could get to social security age without running out of money, we thought we were in good enough physical shape to do this, and we thought this would be more fun that working in a city. Then I had a bad accident, then husband had a bad accident, then covid happened, then inflation. Then the weather is just horrible all the time. I looked at averages before we moved here, well, so far we have not had 1 average year but all extremes. I always felt that if there is a god of any kind he/she /it hates me. That's why I am no longer a Christian. I still feel this way. No matter what I do it does not work out well. I make 100% effort in anything, yet it still always fails.
I just spent an hour looking at job postings in our area. I wonder if they would hire someone that hasn't worked in 7 years outside our farm .
The only reason I brought you into this at all was your pool. I was thinking how nice it would be to relax in a pool every once in a while . But, the weather sucks, the drive to the nearest city with indoor pool puts more miles on the crap vehicles and there is a chance they won't make it, plus there is a ton of other crap to do here.
This should have probably gone into the rant section
oh and guess what, there is a thunderstorm heading our way, so much for the "sunny" rain free day we were supposed to have today.