Have I been crying about all of these dogs? Yes! I wish they lived longer lives!
There's an attrition rate in life, with animals as well as humans. I miss the cats who've disappeared in recent years---Bear, Phoenix, Z-Girl---and little Jingle Bell, who was only 16 months old when she was accidentally poisoned. I had to watch Jingles die in my bathtub in Show Low, and it was heartbreaking... such a wicked waste of youth and vitality.
At least that one dog had 15 years, not a bad run for a dog. All you can do is try your hardest to look after pets, but there are times when bad things happen and ya lose some animals. Just the way it is in this mean ol' world. Sometimes I'd like to kick the world in the teeth for all the losses I've endured, human and animal losses.
I suppose it's just one more reason to live life to the fullest every day, as ya never know when your turn might arrive... I'm one of those "party people" you mentioned in your post: I reckon I'll have some fun in this world before I go to my grave. I try to style out my pets too, but the high desert can be hard on small domestic animals...
Some folks keep their pets indoors, but mine have to run free and take their chances in this mean ol' world, same way I do. Z-Girl was only about a year old before she disappeared, but she lived a good life up until that point. And maybe she's still alive, I may never know... but I still miss her! Phoenix, Bear & Jingle Bell too! And Sage, my best cat ever!
Sage disappeared in Benson, he was around 18 years old at the time... which is old for a cat. Just never showed up one morning, and months later I found a cat skeleton under the home, but it seemed to be the wrong size, like maybe it was some other cat. I'll never know for sure... but Sage lived a good life while he was with me.
Anyway, it's Sunday and I'm gonna take it easy today, I'll try to finish the stupid home rehab work this coming week, we have hot weather all week but at least there's rain in the forecast nearly every day. We had a little more rain last night, but no good solid downpour yet to really soak the ground, ya know? I'm hoping that happens this week...