I am....what day is it? What is a day....
I am trying to keep kittens alive. Two are not nursing so I must feed them, against their will, every two hours...I have not slept for more than an hour since....whatever day it was this hell on earth began...
Getting older sucks. When I was in my 20s I would got a few days without sleeping just because I was having too much fun to sleep...now, I'm a zombie.
But although I have no religion, the code I live by demands all possible sacrifice for everything alive under my roof. Which is why my walls are so thick and and windows so small...to minimize how much life get under my roof. I hate taking care of things, but believe I must take care of things, so I do what I can to not have things to take care of. Yet life finds a way.
But so so tired. Its good for me though...Its been a long time since I've had to exist like this, on guard 24 hours a day with only brief naps. Oddly enough, reminds me of better times.
I am trying to keep kittens alive. Two are not nursing so I must feed them, against their will, every two hours...I have not slept for more than an hour since....whatever day it was this hell on earth began...
Getting older sucks. When I was in my 20s I would got a few days without sleeping just because I was having too much fun to sleep...now, I'm a zombie.
But although I have no religion, the code I live by demands all possible sacrifice for everything alive under my roof. Which is why my walls are so thick and and windows so small...to minimize how much life get under my roof. I hate taking care of things, but believe I must take care of things, so I do what I can to not have things to take care of. Yet life finds a way.
But so so tired. Its good for me though...Its been a long time since I've had to exist like this, on guard 24 hours a day with only brief naps. Oddly enough, reminds me of better times.